Vicarious: experienced in the imagination through the feelings or actions of another person :
I could glean vicarious pleasure from the struggles of my imaginary film friends.
• acting or done for another : a vicarious atonement.
• Physiology of or pertaining to the performance by one organ of the functions normally discharged by another.
I’m convinced now that it is real. I found a CD Quality one online. Probably leaked purposely. The end gave me shivers and everyone should order the CD here.
In other news:
Garrett is now sitting next to me with a fitted baseball hat on and a shirt that says “ON THREE”. He has stopped playing guitar (at least I haven’t heard him play in a while), stopped listening to metal (his iPod is full of “Hardcore”), and he is convinced that he is going to cut all of his hair off (eliminating all traces of his past-self). There will soon be nothing for me to say in his defense when it is desired that he be replaced with someone else in our band. Too young I guess? Whatever it is, it makes me feel pushed away.
This was originally an email to Mariella. I felt like I should post it here, however, since it was just me talking.
You listened to it without me